January 2010
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Salinger's Death →
There’s this place, it’s called home But for me I don’t know where to go I don’t know what I’m supposed to be Or who I am I feel so damn lost in the cold There’s this thing called the heart Well mine’s beats in the rhythm of the dark I can’t find what my purpose is Or who I am I feel so damn lost in this world Saving the world’s not...
C: Can we go another way? Sam Lee is here a lot...
M: Sam Leeeee? Saaaam Leeee? Where are you?
-turns around and sees him on the bench, runs inside-
M: HOLY SHIT HE WAS RIGHT THERE!
J: You don't like cardigans?
M: I like cardigans
J: (with wide-eyed look) I can pull them off like it's fucking crazy! O_O
Today was… insignificant.
Maybe you’re not the one, but maybe I’m just a little bit lonely.
Apparently I nailed my socials presentation though :) 3 more projects to go…
Oh congee, how I love thee.
Projects and essays… something to distract me. Hope I don’t get killed in the process though.
JH with his hair parted. Funniest sight EVER. Laughed for like 10 minutes. :D
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I Want Power In My Words
Books to read:
Everything is Illuminated|Jonathan Safran Foer - to buy!!
Eating Animals|Jonathan Safran Foer
The Book of Lost Things|John Connolly (requested)
The Road|Cormac McCarthy
Committed|Elizabeth Gilbert (requested)
Life of Pi|Yann Martel
Dear John|Nicholas Sparks
Sweetness At The Bottom of the Pie|Alan Bradley
The Birth House|Ami McKay (requested)
The Friday Night Knitting...
M: LOL SOFTIE ;]
K: Only cause it's you, weiner!
M: I like smokies better.
Alternate Careers
J: dont care man. imma wake up excited every day just thinkin about getting 32 bucks an hour
M: What if you get less :O
J: Then...
J: I'll be a traveling poet
Young and Alive
Today was the turnaround point of 2010 (or so I hope) The first good day in what, 3 weeks? It’s about time.
Finished ‘Juliet, Naked’ by Nick Hornby
Bought $5 shirt from Plenty :D (sidewalk sales ftw!)
My mom gave me earrings
MET STEVE BERNIER !! :)
Is this what I’ve been missing? All those years cooped up inside a chinese classroom? tres tres sad. I wish I...
I’ve come to terms with the fact that a little part of me will always be in love with you.
All The Things I Cannot Say
My heart’s defective. It always has been.
Marked for disaster, it beats within, Walls of destruction as I’m crashing in.
I’m sorry…
The guilt I feel, but I tried so hard To let you inside my soulless heart.
You deserve someone great, someone that’s not me.
Sorrow has plagued me like discontent goodbyes. Happiness never came easy to me, emptiness inside. ...
Behind every person is a closet full of problems, a heart carrying the weight of the world, a secret hidden from everyone else. Don’t be so quick to judge.
The stars are aligned, but they don’t align for us…
“When I looked at you, my life made sense. Even the bad things made sense. They...”
So I finished it.
All 2000 words of it.
Plus 100 words.
I’m quite proud of myself, even though it’s probably the most horrible piece of writing I’ve ever written. I still don’t feel the freedom yet though - one more socials project, subversive essay and I also have to put together my IDS powerpoint.
happyalmostbirthdaymommy. :)
“I’ve learned that I’m miserable because I can be, I’m happy...”
3 whole words and 8 letters late.
Kodak Moment
C: Should I call him? I'm scared his mom is gonna answer though..
J: Use a really low voice
-calls-
C: (Low voice) Hulloooo? Is Samuel there?
-hangs up-
J, M, C: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
C: Should I call again?
J: Say (low voice) 'yo' this time
M: Say (low voice) 'yo sup' HAHA
-calls-
C: (low voice) Yo sup, is Samuel there?
J, M, C: HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
[A few minutes later...]
-calls Jackie-
C: (low voice) Yo sup, is Bert there?
HAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
Withering Away
I’m not close-minded.
But do you even know me?
Would you like me still if you got to know me?
I know I’m hard to love.
I’m messy, random, incredibly awkward, hard to control.
I’m shy when I’m quiet, annoyed when I’m quiet, thinking when I’m quiet.
And I’m hard to keep up with.
But do you know that about me?
If you do then let me feel it...
Nightmares Tinged With Love
In my dreams, in my wake. In my mind, all the time.
It’s all I ever see.
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love, but refuse to...”
“I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up, but I do know that...”
“I don’t do crowds, I’d like to have company during thunderstorms....”
“You say that the way I feel, it’s all just chemicals in my brain....”
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http://www.vancouversun.com/sports/dismissal+Burrow... →
This is so ridiculous. What has happened to the system?
This guy needs to be F-I-R-E-D.
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Do You Notice Me?
Since when does the rest of your life start in grade ten?
Everyone around me is planning out what they want to do… everyone knows already. And me? I have NO idea. Here’s what I know: I suck at math, nor do I like it. I am okay at science but anything beyond science 10 requires knowledge and skill in math. I like English but who really makes any money writing? Unless you hit the big...
I NEED A NEW COMPUTERRRR ):
Mac baby, I need you dearly.
Fuck, I don’t have a computer to do my homework D:
Warm fuzzies. :)
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Fucking worst day of my entire life.
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“In the time I had you dressed in silhouette, we had both been dark and heart...”
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FML
Math homework
Chinese Essay
WWI Powerpoint + Bibliography
Grade 10 Copy
Grade 11 Copy
French Crossword
Socials Question #4
IDS Essay + Bibliography
Subversive essay
Laurier Mosaic
JAN10- CHINESE EXAM JAN15- MATH QUIZ JAN18- ENGLISH TEST FEB5- IDS PRESENTATION
Date Unknown: WWI PRESENTATION
Falling out of love is hard, Falling for betrayal...
Self-destruction
So for this weekend, I will have absolutely no life.
To do:
2000-2500 word essay + research
Chinese essay
Tonight I finished my part of the group WWI PowerPoint. It took me 2 straight nights. And I refused to eat until I finished so I didn’t eat for 9 hrs since after school. Am I crazy?
Goodnight.
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Weight of the World
Can’t sleep again.
Too much stress! Kyle thinks I’m always too uptight but I can’t help it! All this work is overloading me.
To do:
IDS project rough draft due January 21 (2000 word essay).
IDS project good copy + PowerPoint presentation due February 4
English Slaughterhouse Five test - January 18
Socials mosaic project (due when Wightman is back, starts when he has...
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LG flat-screen TV gets skinny - CNN.com →
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Misery Loves Company
Time it takes my friends and I to walk home on average: 45 minutes.
Time it took me to go back to school and back to my house: 40 minutes.
1:2.
Of course I was under the impression that the game started at 4:30 as opposed to 5. Even so, that’s got to be some sort of record!
The game is quite intense. Their backup goalie should’ve been the starter. And the Pietrangelo penalty...
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Screaming Echoes
Can’t sleep.
I’m starting to think half of me doesn’t fit in anymore. Fake smiles, fake laughs, trying to figure out which way is up and which way is down. Concentrating on not thinking cause then I can be ‘me’. Don’t these people realize there’s more to life than this? How can they feel like that this is enough?
But you know, this was never my world....
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“It’s the tragedy of loving, you can’t love anything more than...”
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Better than I expected. Way better than the Jonas...
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Back to Reality
Sleeping at 10… what the hellllll?! (of course, not actually sleeping, just in bed.)
I don’t wanna go back… don’t wanna see people I don’t wanna see. Don’t wanna deal with stuff that only makes me sad. I bet you $10 I will get homework first period tomorrow. Maybe even hard homework. The curse of Wightman.
Goodbye:
Freedom, no homework, peace and quiet, good...
“Sometimes I hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m...”